I stare at you in dim rooms lit by tv light drowning out the noise
I almost wish for the noise to stop…almost…but maybe grappling with reality is lesser to ignorance.
I’m a coward.
I stare at light
I drown in darkness
And I pretend to know the difference
God save me from this man I am
God save me from who I could become
God save me!
I revel at light when I’m trapped in shadow.
I revel at grace when the “too much” is….too much.
But I am enough because you called me and said I am. I cannot understand but I’m cool with that.